i am trying not to become a cold person but the stuff going on right now is not funny.
some guy said bitter people are like porcupines. they have many points but they are hard to get close to. he also said they are like icebergs. cool on the surface, cooler inside. i am not hard to get close to, i dont think so at least. but over the past few months i have found myself struggling to be a warm person, it's like nothing phases me too much.
my pal came over a few weeks ago and asked for money, said her and her hubby really needed it. i wondered what was up but she said nothing, that they were just going through a rough patch. come to find out the woman had an abortion, which would probably not be so painful if she was not 5 and a half months pregnant when i saw her. i didn't know what to say, i was not the least bit amused, seriously, i don't know if this is the same as the virginity issue but a partial-birth abortion is a mean thing to do and i am wondering where i will get the strength to forgive this woman. she confessed today that the baby was not her husband's but surely! what has that got to do with the poor baby, what was she thinking when she was making all those choices about cheating on him, and now a child has to pay for her mistakes? anyway i will try not to judge no matter how mean i think it all is.
mom is in so much pain, it's not funny, we have four more days to decide this chemo thing, monday she goes back to the doc to tell him what's up...
a friend sent me a few tips on changing diet and all, says we should try alternative methods and i talked to mama about it and she is wondering how she will go without her sugar. i had to drive over and tell her that she needs to get serious, she is talking about sugar when this is a matter of life and death!!! i got a wonderful website from the friend, with lots of information that gave me so much hope. maybe mom has hope, of course she does with God on her side. talk about an angel sent to encourage my family.
hey i should blog about my family...
i'm out for now... tc.
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Now I am mad. Jeez. That woman-I wonder if you still consider her a friend- is the devil herself.
Like cheating on her husband and doing that ugly deed wasn't bad enuff, she just had to top it off with involving you in her scheme.
This leaves more questions than answers.
-Did her husband tell her to do it?
-Are they still together after he found out she was preggers by another man?
-In the remote chance that her husband doesn't know about all this, what did she tell him happened to the baby?
I need to step out into the chilly winter outdoors to calm down.
shame..5 months preggers?abortion at whatever stage is bad and is murder!5 months is really showing,like Mr.Magoo asked how is she going to explain to her husband?How is she going to live with herself?Does the guy who gave it to her(sounds dirty i know) know she was having his child?
ps..'i dont think it is for you to forgive her but for her to forgive herself'
Before you blog more about your family, you might want to find out if they are okay with being on your blog, you know.
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