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No I didn't leave, I just got too busy.I might start blogging again. might use some sort of alias. for now, just to let anyone who cares to know, know, i'm alright. thanks for the emails you guys. especially after i blogged the last one, i didnt think i'd hear from some of you. Take care all.

"Ghanaian" bloggers

how do you call some one from ghana is it ghanan ghanayan ghanalese.

this could not even be a comment it is toooo funny i had to make it an entry of its own.

blogger is the most interesting place to be where people want to say stuff but are afraid to show themselves. just wanted to say, " today i think " i finally found out who ur! accra ghana as you can preach and tell people to get real when you are number one! may God bless your heart my dear friend! you were much closer than i thought.

ps, do they sell kinigeria in ghana, hook me up.

joviah jitters thank you for your prayers see i dont know if im mean but the comment had the same ring as the mail maybe you should stop? sorry to me it doesnt matter who you are the truth has to be told and you need to stop fronting . am sure we both know what i mean.

pliz allow me to have another special shout -outto "carol" from accra"

What to make of this?

Hi Keitetsi,

I just wanted to write to ask your forgiveness for the thoughts I have had about you. We don't know each other but I found myself reacting negatively to many things and in turn harboring negative thoughts. I deleted a certain comment you sent to my blog a while back and now that I think of it, there was no reason to do that. I don't know if any of this makes sense but I want you to know that I am sorry for my composure towards you and I would not want to be thought of/treated any less than I would like to be treated so here's my attempt at reconciliation (which sounds weird since we don't know each other and you might not have any 'beef'). Just thought about it and realized it's not right what I am doing and decided to drop you a line or two.

Take care and have a lovely holiday season. God bless and keep you.

Esteri

i don't know why but for some reason this email that i received on 21 dec from ninsiima just rang really fake, i did not read the whole thing just checked who the sender was and typed "OK" as a reply but now that I am back from the festivities and have read it nicely i dont know what to make of it. she was right it didnt make sense. its the 3rd email im getting from a blogger apologizing.i did get the coldness from this blogger from a distance and all that and i really did wonder why. i dont know but i cant judge. who ever reads this tell me what u think. like the mail said, i had 'no beef' just wondered what the point is of walking around being christian when the people who need examples of christ cant see it in the person. i guess sometimes being human we just keep where its convinient and when the guilt checks in we say a rushed sorry and expect it to be all ok.

anyway, a new year, new things, i will figure out my own life and keep away from stuff like this that tries to distract me. happy new year anyone who reads this/

two things for all my fellow "born agains"

ONCE SAVED / ALWAYS SAVED ?

(i came across this today)

Many believers assume that once a person has accepted salvation and his/her name is entered in the Book of Life - that's it; that person can never be lost. That person's name can never be erased from the Register of the Living. No matter what that person thinks or does ever after, his salvation is assured; because his name is in the Lamb's Book of Life! I wish that were the case; but alas it isn't, because the Scriptures provide proof that wilful disobedience can - like a parent's act of disinheriting a worthless son - result in a believer's name being, exceptionally, deleted from the Book of Life!

Psa 69:
28: Let them be blotted out of the book of the living, and not be written with the righteous.

Exo.32:
31: And Moses returned unto the LORD, and said, Oh, this people have sinned a great sin, and have made them gods of gold. 32: Yet now, if thou wilt forgive their sin--; and if not, blot me, I pray thee, out of thy book which thou hast written. 33: And the LORD said unto Moses, Whosoever hath sinned against me, him will I blot out of my book.

In other words, names can be blotted out from the Book of Life. In ancient days it was written of Israelites who failed in some vital matter

'that soul shall be cut off from his people.' It is the same today. Names can be blotted out of the Book of Life! So Beware!

And so I end by reminding you all of these vital books. Books in which your name, your motives, your thoughts, your conversations and your deeds are recorded. Indeed these books, unlike other books, are updated on a daily basis. Names are being added - and alas names are being deleted. Thoughts, words and deeds are being recorded with absolute accuracy. No one can break in and alter those records. They are amongst the most important databases in the entire universe. And you and I are contributing to their content on a daily basis! May the Almighty help us all to live with these awesome facts in mind!

-SBS

the second one, "voices"

Which of these following voices is louder to you?

Which voice do you follow?

Which is louder: the voice of your flesh or the voice of God?

Which is louder: the voice of wanting to do your will or the voice of God?

Which is louder: the voice of your desire for pleasure or the voice of God?

Which is louder: the voice of the lusts of your eyes or the voice of God?

Which is louder: the voice of what people think of you or the voice of God?

Which is louder: the voice of laziness or the voice of God?

Which is louder: the voice of wanting to talk too much or the voice of God?

Which is louder: the voice of repeating yourself over and over or the voice of God?

Which is louder: the voice of wanting to be liked or the voice of God?

Which is louder: the voice of fear or the voice of God? Which is louder: the voice of anger or the voice of God?

Which is louder: the voice of deceit or the voice of God?

Which is louder: the voice of wrong thinking or the voice of God?

Which is louder: the voice of your desire for success or the voice of God?

Which is louder: the voice of hate, love, and just not caring or the voice of God?

Which is louder: the voice of circumstances or the voice of God?

Which is louder: the voice of hurting or the voice of God?

Which is louder: the voice of the cares of this world or the voice of God?

Which is louder: the voice of your desire for money or the voice of God?

Which is louder: the voice of the lusts of the flesh or the voice of God?

Which is louder: the voice of happiness and joy or the voice of God?

Which is louder: the voice of not wanting to change or the voice of God?

Which is louder: the voice of not wanting to offend someone or the voice of God?

Which is louder: the voice of bitterness, envy, and jealousy or the voice of God?

Which is louder: the voice of covetousness or the voice of God?

Which is louder: the voice of gluttony (or eating too much) or the voice of God?

Which is louder: the voice of obeying those that do contrary to God’s Word or the voice of God?

Which is louder: these voices or the voice of God????

http://amazingbible.org/Documents/Spiritual_Warfare/Voices.htm

(maxine's email) Go Back, Go Forth

i got an email just now from a woman everyone calls "auntie m."

her real name is maxine mbabazi. she's aunt to a pal of mine, asiimwe, who lives in georgia, but she is so sweet that everyone who gets to know her ends up calling her "auntie m" and its possible to think people are related to her even when they're not because she is able to give each person individual attention even in a crowd of 500.

she is sort of like the godmother of all ugandans who are not in uganda, in fact all africans living in the states try to get in touch with her just for that prayerful guidance = like if you need spiritual help or a place to stay or even just a prayer or someone to console and show you that you are not the only one trying to live right, she is the person to call.

auntie m is one of those people who is born again, FOR REAL. she does not mess around and she can get a little scary when she goes off in (toungues tongues) how do you spell it (tongues) and begins to get visions of all the fishy things you have done in secret. and by the way she has taught me that God sees everything and that every sin will eventually come out in the open.she is an example of how to live a holy life, she has no children of her own but has adopted american children and ugandans hate on her for not adopting from her own country.

she has the loveliest marriage, her husband actually reads to her from song of solomon and all that! hard to believe and really corny if your not mushy like me but for me it was a huge blessing. anyway the point is, today i got an email from her that shocked me and then got me praising, see i have been having trouble in my walk with God and lately stuff seems to be all up in my face like some sort of tornado, it's been a huge fight trying to do whats right (ya am also a rhymer) and sometimes it felt like God had left me all alone to fight these battles which made me a little mad that he didnt seem to be with me.

anyway auntie m said she was praying for me and she said she will keep in touch, but she gave me one piece of advice, to start 2007 with a clean slate......and while i try to do that, i should try and remember the last time i really felt God speak to me and remember what i was doing at that time, what right things i was doing in my life and what kind of prayers i was saying because in the place that moses met God, he went back to meet God again and again and God appeared to him in amazing ways and spoke to him face to face.

my sinai...... that is where i must go and even just thinking about it is making my heart leap with anticipation. there is hope,life is not so hard after all.

iwaya! haha........ thank you for that nice comment. ok everyone else as well, thanks. oh, iwaya again, the thing about people hiding stuff well before, and being more open or honest now, i think its not so much hiding the stuff that was done well, i think its more like, sin was so terrible that people were ashamed to be associated with it, or something along those lines. everyone who did wrong tried to change their ways but nowadays no one cares, everyone just blatantly does all kindsa wierd stuff without thinking about if it will help or hurt others.

God bless and dont forget, if you cant feel him, maybe its because you have gone too far away from your sinai.

LINKWARE

Today I think about it and I almost wish I was this mysterious....

or this much at peace....

this seasoned....

or this concerned....

this funny/nonchalant....

or this much in love....

this dynamic

or this famous......

Just a shout to all the people who make me want to check out blogger ever so often......