What to make of this?

Hi Keitetsi,

I just wanted to write to ask your forgiveness for the thoughts I have had about you. We don't know each other but I found myself reacting negatively to many things and in turn harboring negative thoughts. I deleted a certain comment you sent to my blog a while back and now that I think of it, there was no reason to do that. I don't know if any of this makes sense but I want you to know that I am sorry for my composure towards you and I would not want to be thought of/treated any less than I would like to be treated so here's my attempt at reconciliation (which sounds weird since we don't know each other and you might not have any 'beef'). Just thought about it and realized it's not right what I am doing and decided to drop you a line or two.

Take care and have a lovely holiday season. God bless and keep you.

Esteri

i don't know why but for some reason this email that i received on 21 dec from ninsiima just rang really fake, i did not read the whole thing just checked who the sender was and typed "OK" as a reply but now that I am back from the festivities and have read it nicely i dont know what to make of it. she was right it didnt make sense. its the 3rd email im getting from a blogger apologizing.i did get the coldness from this blogger from a distance and all that and i really did wonder why. i dont know but i cant judge. who ever reads this tell me what u think. like the mail said, i had 'no beef' just wondered what the point is of walking around being christian when the people who need examples of christ cant see it in the person. i guess sometimes being human we just keep where its convinient and when the guilt checks in we say a rushed sorry and expect it to be all ok.

anyway, a new year, new things, i will figure out my own life and keep away from stuff like this that tries to distract me. happy new year anyone who reads this/